is it so very sad
that I’ve felt this way about every other boy
but he’s the first since brad
to actually give me the long-relationship-tinglies?
because I feel as if I could be with him
for a while, even forever
because he talks to my dad
like a friend
and he talks to my friends
like an adult.
he takes forever to text me back
but it keeps me on edge…
he doesn’t take nonsense
from me or anyone else
and it makes me feel like a kid
but it’s time I grew up.
so he’s good for me
in a way that I haven’t seen before
and I’m excited because
I have the long-relationship-tinglies.