May 2010
5 posts
Day 02
Your favorite movie; Donnie Darko
Pet Peeve of the Week: someone you hate trying to get on your good side. fuck you.
Fact #4: I love mainstream. suck my fat black dick, hipsters.
Fact #5: I compulsively buy things I don’t need. like energy drinks. and shoes.
Fact #6: I lose clothes a lot. I don’t know where they go. I don’t remember losing them until I look at pictures from years ago & realize that I...
Day 01
Your favorite song; Here Comes The Sun
April 2010
10 posts
2 tags
she's got this journal filled with all her black...
and love is the only thing keeping her alive she’s got her mind made up that all she needs is love her heart is the only thing helping her decide to breathe again, to breathe again
and when she’s tired she doesn’t sleep a week since I’ve seen her eat she’s skin and bones, she’s beautiful no matter what I wish I could help her see she means the world to me but...
“I want the world to see you be with me.”
– Train
“You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality...”
– Dr. Seuss
because I just had the best day of my life,
and you can’t begin to understand why.
it was spontaneous, in the moment, and I loved every second.
it was sensual, it was secretive, it was a memory I will always treasure.
he isn’t mine; he isn’t hers. he belongs to no one.
he prefers it that way; I can see why.
he makes me feel innocent, and that’s saying a lot.
he is the epitome of everything I want,
he is the...
is it so very sad
that I’ve felt this way about every other boy
but he’s the first since brad
to actually give me the long-relationship-tinglies?
because I feel as if I could be with him
for a while, even forever
because he talks to my dad
like a friend
and he talks to my friends
like an adult.
he takes forever to text me back
but it keeps me on edge…
he doesn’t take nonsense
...
do you want to have a slumber party in my...
Maybe I need some rehab, or maybe just need some sleep I’ve got a sick obsession, I’m seeing it in my dreams I’m looking down every alley, I’m making those desperate calls Im staying up all night hoping, hitting my head against the walls What you’ve got boy is hard to find I think about it all about it all the time I’m all strung out my heart is fried I just...
“Love is not the dying moan of a distant violin - it’s the triumphant twang...”
maybe I'm meant to be single.
History of Relationships
7th Grade, Marcus
‘Dated’ for one week. He moved to Florida without telling me. Moved back in 9th Grade and wanted to start dating again. Unfortunately, I had already been exposed to how beautiful having boyfriends could be. Oops. His bad for moving.
8th Grade, Mitchell
3 summer months of puppy love. Introduced me to the meaning of...
December 2009
6 posts
“I just want you to fall in love with me, is that such a large request?”
Stuff White People Like →
almost lover; a fine frenzy
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you’d want the same for me
[Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I’m trying not to think about you Can’t you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My...
“Does anyone else chew the inside of their mouth?”
November 2009
5 posts
“Phase after phase I spend my days.”
You Know That Feeling...
When you really like someone but they’re not up to your standards? I wish I could have one functional relationship for once, but I need to fall in love fast and hard or it all needs to be confusing and complicated. I am not human.
love love love I want your love →
You're A Criminal
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
No one wants to hear someone vent. Can you honestly tell me that you’ve had a good experience listening to someone cry about their life? Probably not.
Biggest pet peeve: open doors.
Fact #1: I’m incredibly selfish when I know I can take advantage of someone.
Fact #2: It’s hard for me to be ‘just friends’ with guys. It’s never stayed that way....
“once you realize that you’re in love, it’s too late and you’ve...”